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Oh hello. I am Ava and I am 17. Strawberries and Cream and novels are my favorite things.


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Wednesday, December 02, 2009





俺今天心情不好。
I am in a foul mood today.

*(^#*&@^$@(*&#!!!

所以,我才回来这儿。
That's why I'm here.



...
okay i should stop this bilingual thingy.



anyway i was supposed to be very happy today
because my brother wouldnt be at home to bother me with his incessant "gimme ur iphone let's play taptap~!"

ALSO, I would have been very happy because tmr is my last paper.


HOWEVER.
THIS FREAKY MORNING, i was woken up by a stupid call ard 830am.
(p.s. my alarm was set to 9.30)

but whatever, i picked up the friggin' phone and there was this random woman on the other line. From her accent i could tell she came form China.So i thought she was one of my mum's friends or my brother's friend's parent.

but this was how the stupid convo went:

ME:Hello?
WOMAN: NI HAO? SHI XIAOYUN MA?

ME: *suddenly awake because this freaky person knew my name*

ME: AH SHISHI...

WOMAN: NI JIN NIAN J1 HAI SHI J2?

Me: J2


( and the boring stupid convo continues)


so anyway, out of sheer politeness, i didnt dare to ask for her name because she knew mine...-_-
I mean, it is weird that after ten minutes of answering her questiona bout my studies and my school, i should pop out a question like : excuse me who are you?..

so yeap, i just couldnt bring it up. lols.
AND then, i think tt woman actually took advantage of that and started asking about my school's bio notes etc..
-_-
so that's her motive.
ah-ha... that was where i panicked sia... HOW could i give my notes to random ppl i dont even know.

so i went: i need to check with my teachers.

and as expected, she sounded livid: WHAT? gan mai yao wen lao shi?

zzz.. by then i was really damn sian and so i just hurriedly agreed to whatever she was asking and hung up the phone.

geez, i should have just said i dont know her and hung up earlier..

oh well, not as if im going to give her my notes unless i really know her or her daughter.


yup. there goes my nice morning...


YET, this wasnt the most annoying thing tt happened.
Im quite pissed and sitll in that "rolling-eyes" 心情
so pardon me if i sounded harsh.

ytd my class rep sent this sms around saying that it will be our last(and first) and only class outing for this year so she hoped it will be a successful one.
When i saw it, I do feel for her because it is not easy being a class rep of a class tt is so not united. Imagine organising events which nobody turns up. Imagine having ppl still complain to you that our class is not united when they are the ones who dont make the effort.

I mean, no matter how much i do NOT feel for this class, it's still my class. its just like the feeling towards a stupid idiotic physics/chem/econs/gp teacher. So, for me, i felt that no matter how much i didnt really care about this class, it has been my class and they ARE my classmates so somehow or another, we are fated to meet one another. If that is the case, why not use this last opportunity to repair cracks and flaws in our relationship and leave te school with happy memories. I mean, this is really the end of JC life. It is not as if we are some 仇人s...

So anyway, many people are not attending i heard.

What makes me EVEN MORE FURIOUS, is that while they happily not attend this last class outing, they still have the face to go around asking for another outing with selected individuals.

I love you guys, really, and Im glad you guys(GIRLS) are thoughtful enough to initiated another outing just for the few of us/you.. but i despise what you are doing. how can u just boycott our class outing... and then give the group outing as the excuse of not attending the class outing?

It just appears to me as a very childish act.
i mean u said its boring?
well, its boring because u said it's boring.
You are going to make it boring because u think its boring.

Parties dont just become parties with a wave of fairy godmother's magic wand. Its the people that makes the party interesting. Infact its the attitude.

If your attitude towards it is so bad..

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im tired of typing.

i shall stop here and go back to bio.


LOOKING FORWARD TO CHALET, SEOUL, PROM CRASHING!~~~~~
& also looking forward to my life as a..lols...


.l.o.l. muahx